Day 9

Well, I got to talk to him today. :) Can't even fathom how lucky that was. I had SOOOO much to tell him about, but of course, I listened to him talk about making and possibly doing Spirit. I'm a little disappointed because I barely might be able to see him, but I'm so unbelieveably excited that I'm going to be dating a guy in a drum corps....and I'm glad that he realizes that he doesn't have long for drum corps compared to how long we'll be together.

I'm a little worried about next school year. I know, a little early to be thinking about that but it's really not. I have to decide whether or not I'm even going to take both band classes, much less try out for drum major. I would really like to take general or musical theatre because I always like to be a part of something great. I'm not sure if I should do theatre or drum major, because if I got drum major or even a lead role in the play we would perform, I'm not sure I could step up. I'm less of a leader than I thought I was. I'm more of a follower in the sense that if you tell me how to do something, I'll do it. Kinda like I'm a lover not a fighter, but I'll fight for what I love.

I've been writing some songs lately. I don't have notes for the melody, but I have them stuck in my head and I could sing them back. I can't be so sure what note names are, and I can hear the piano chords and parts moving around in my head. Maybe my special someone can help me out with those.

Oh and the best part about my conversation with him today...
He might be coming home to see me tomorrow. :)

Absolutely wonderful.

I love you,
MC