Day 15

Well today was pretty much freaking awesome. A few glitches here and there, but it's all pretty sweet. We were on a 2 hour delay, and I could so do that for the rest of the year, and still get those counted as full days. No math lab either, cause of that 100! Physics was fun even though I made up more than a quarter of the answers because they wouldn't match up. Hey, science is all about the imaginary anyways. Or is that math...? Pre-Cal was okay, I didn't do the homework again. I probably won't tonight. We licked envelopes in Anatomy and did a study guide. Lunch was actually really cool because I saw something I sort of enjoyed on the inside, but it was an odd elation, so I'm not sure I should share. I didn't really like the girl, so I guess I'm a little biased, but it still made me happy because it had to do with something that happened the day before, but..I felt awesome. Band I spent doodling on Erica's face. The most common comment I received on my work was "she looks like an Incredible". Which was true, but I felt like I did a good job. When I did Colby's face before practice, a ton of his eyebrow hairs were coming off and it kinda made my day as well. We changed a few things that even I thought was awkward, and people are starting to pick up the performance moods and emotions that we need to portray. Mr. Palmer pointed out a few individuals that were giving 110% and I was one out of three. I just need to do it all the time. I would drop it at some points and then really give it at others, and I just need to turn it on and keep it on. I'm not sure if I can do it at the less intense parts though. I just need to be an example for everyone else and I feel like that would be a really good way to be a leader in the drumline, which is something I would like to be. I don't really like having the title though. It makes people expect something from me. And I would rather surprise people instead of them just expecting it from me.

Can I rant for a second? I think I will. I ABSOLUTELY HATE people that sit out thinking they're making a difference by doing it. Cough cough ARYN KING. She's doing NOTHING sitting on her ass. She thinks she is choreographing moves by sitting there and watching us march when I see and no one sees any results from it. She's nothing but a bitch. She expects to get the starring role simply because she "deserves" it. From what? Her pity party in her head? Full of shit she is. She's told people she's only ever sat out of 2 practices. BULL SHIT SENSOR IS GOING CRAZY. She's sat out of at least 5. Her not marching like the rest of us, is a bit destroying and unfair. I want to go up to her an chew her ass out. I want to tell her to stop being a baby and PRACTICE. Cymbals never took practice time to do visuals or dance sequences. We took our own time, or class time. She just makes me so mad how she thinks she's hot shit when she's NOTHING. Replaceable. And she thinks her opinion is so important too. It's NOTHING. Ugh...off my rant now. I just want to take her out so badly. But the most I would do is a verbal beatdown. My fists are too important. Oh and my wrist hurts really badly by the way. Cymbal-ness...

Cat wars have continued over food. Addie - 5, Toby - 0. :)

I love you (even though we didn't talk),
MC