Day 30 and 31

Well he showed up to school. I didn't even notice him until my band director pointed him out. My heart stopped. I started to get chest pains and I could barely stop looking at him. I'm sure he can attest to that. :) We played some of the most beautiful pieces ever today...unfortunately no one liked the song I liked the most, "Cloudburst" by Eric Whitacre. It was so beautiful as a choral arrangment and if we could have pulled it off...AMAZING. He and I hung out after drumline and even though we had a few more rough spots than usual, I had a wonderful time.

Today was awesome. I forgot we were getting out two hours early today because of the race. That made my morning. :) Then the school day went by pretty quickly even though I don't like ending the day with Anatomy...especially when we had to do a lot of work. After the South 500, I drove to Aaron's house to work on the anatomy project. I dumbly parked in the driveway because...well I wasn't thinking. He wasn't even there yet and then whenever I had to back out, I couldn't. I had to get him to move his car first...I didn't get to go to Sonic because it was already 3:30 by the time I left Aaron's. I really wanted to go get a drink, but I figured Mom would see me with it and ask where I got it and she would assume I went to Sonic myself and I would get in trouble because she told me not to drive anywhere else but home, school, and Aaron's.

So I have no plans for tonight other than working on some CD ripping (cross your fingers) and enjoying Mexican Friday if my mom ever gets out of the garden. I really want to go to Warriors tomorrow to run, I just have to ask my mother...and I really hope she lets me go because if tomorrow is anything like today, it will be BEAUTIFUL. Perfect morning for a run.

I hope he ends up okay, I know he was dealing with some really tough stuff, and I can't really be there for him like I want to.

I love you,
MC