Day 21, 22, 23

So I have been getting really lazy with my blogging because we've been seeing each other all week. He's on spring break and so far, nothing has made me doubt how I feel about him. Sure, we've had differences of opinion, but nobody that has the same opinion should be together. You need a little black and white to make a perfect match. Chris and I are not completely black and white, but we do have our differences and I think it's wonderful or else I would never be the person I barely am today.

I'm so looking forward to spring break, I'm already looking at some boy shorts and I saw some really cute ones at JCP. I just need them for the water park but I have a few one pieces so I can just put on the shorts over them. I know what he wants me to wear, but I don't believe I want that coming up on me when I'm sliding down that...thing you want me to ride. I can't remember what it's called...OH Summit Plummet. I win. But yeah, no tankini for that cracker.

So I learned some interesting things today. It's all about control in a relationship, and I believe Chris and I have it. Or at least one of us have it..and that's all we need at one time. If both of us have it, perfect. If neither of us have it, we're screwed (no pun intended). I think if we wait long enough, it'll be even greater and more rewarding and better for the both of us. That is if my parents will let Chris and I see each other ever again....I hope this will work out. Especially after I won't see him for 2 months. :( Even though I'll have Williamsburg hopefully, drum major camp, hopefully, and I want to go to my grandparents' for my usual summer week there. I also want to tour Union while I'm there if I don't get to see it during spring break because I'll be on the trip the second half of that week.

Phew. That was a lot for not typing anything in a long time.

I hope he gets back on soon to read and comment on all these.

I love you,
MC