Day 24

So today was my last day with him until May 8th...yeah that long until I get to see him again if at all. And then he has to be awesome and go be in Spirit towards the end of May. I'll still be in school as far as I know so hopefully I won't have to try that hard to see him.

It didn't feel like I got to see him that much. I left lunch early to go see him in the gym and I saw him until he left during 4th. Of course, I was in front of people basically the entire time when we were together but that's okay, it still felt like a wave upon the sand. I don't even get to text him or call him..I might send him one text to comfirm my number (I wasn't sure what it was) but other than that until Easter, this is my only form of communication other than ESP. :)

Brad is still threatening to beat up Chris or "get his face broken in" as Brad likes to call it. He thinks he's in love with me or crazy about me and I just think he's crazy. He think he can get me by bashing Chris both physically and verbally but it only makes him look immature. He just now said that me running away from him is worth it if he could beat Chris up..which doesn't make any sense to me at all. If he loved me, he would do everything he could to keep me close to him not push me away...he must not be as smart as his test scores say he is. He also says that he's wanted to beat Chris up ever since he's known him. Which also makes no sense.

I'm looking forward to the competition tomorrow even though my mom might be driving and staying for it. We have to be at the school later than originally planned and that doesn't phase me much. I'm a morning person anyways. You wouldn't believe it if you knew me.

I was practicing piano after school and I felt dumb because I was practicing some stupid western sounding song. And then Ted had to come in and be a jackass (hate this obnixious being). You know what, at least I'm trying. And that's all that matters.

OMG I forgot to give Chris his other bracelet I made him! I got so caught up in spending time with him...dang it. He really would have liked that one too..."IM ON A (insert boad bead here)". I think I'm adorable. Slightly. :)

I love how it looks outside...nice and DARK. Like a rain. Sarah's supposed to have friends over later which means I basically get no sleep. WEE. And I really want to find a new hairstyle for tomorrow other than the one I had because I want to be able to look nice without taking it out. Hard when you've been rompin' through the jungle for 34835 days. :)

Well, I need to go. Tacos and Ben & Jerry's are calling my name..."Maaaarrryy...MAAARRRYYY".

I love you,
MC