Day 16

Well I'm sitting at home working on my anatomy because I really didn't want to talk to Josh Kerr about Aryn, because whenever I say something about her he just has to say something mean about Chris, which is for the majority, not true.

I might be getting my phone back on Saturday, if only for the weekend. I might not get it back by then because my mother now knows that he will be there. I'm trying to be completely honest with my mother, and she asked, so I told her he would be performing there. She started making accusations and I shot down all of them. He probably won't even have time to see me, so it's more like it would be worse that he would be so close, and me not be able to see him or talk to him.

I've been told a lot lately how cold I am. Mainly my hands. Maybe they just need someone to hold them...and he's not here to do that.

I really have a lot to do for him before Saturday. I want Ashley to sleep over on Friday even though we have to be at the school at 3:50 IN THE MORNING. Plus hopefully we'll have a hard practice so we can get to sleep at like 7. Not much of a sleepover especially from 5:30 to 7, but...if we can't get right to sleep we'll talk. I'm sure of it. If my mom will even let her come over. Shlee can get pretty loud, so I'll have to lay down some ground rules before she comes over if she does. I want her to, but Mom might not be in the mood. I might not be. I'm not exactly sure yet.

WE GOT NEW CYMBAL STRAPS TODAY!!!! AHHHHH!!! SABIAN!!!! Even though the straps are good, Sabian cymbals aren't as good as Ziljian. But Sabian's straps are SWEET. I'm so excited. And Aaron's will stop falling out and almost hitting my foot.

I should probably get started on those projects for Chris, the 3rd part of my anatomy project, and my Bible studies...WOO.

"So tell me darling do you wish we'd fall in love?..." "Yeah, all the time."

I love you,
MC.