A Week Away

So I'm 7 Days away from the end of the 40 days. Sure we cheated on it...a lot actually, but it's not like it would have changed much otherwise. He's trying to prove himself a lot more lately by doing reckless things for me. He says he's going to call my mother at least, and talk to them about how he feels about me and say he's sorry. I know it'll take a lot from him, but I'm not sure how she'll take it. She took my first confession pretty hard and apparently she had no idea. I thought she had every idea..but whatever, she now knows and so does my father. I just wonder what she thought it was...but what does it matter anyways? She's still slapping me in the face over this whole thing and she always thinks I'm being stupid and stubborn. Chris wants me to date another guy for a short time to show my mother that I'm not like that, I just already know what I want/what's best. I don't know how that's going to work out. I don't think I could handle being fake to that guy whomever it turns out to be because I would still be in love with Chris.

I can't wait till the Disney trip though. I'm so excited to get away to somewhere warm and nice...especially the greatness of Disney. I'm looking at getting either a DS or an iTouch to have something to do on the way down there, but I'm not sure my parents will let me/approve of the purchase.

I just finished the anatomy project and I'm prepared to be laughed at by the entire class. Woo. :/

I love you and I hope your competition went well today,
MC